Nah, it's kinda hard to explain what it was like. Kinda like a death scream.
Well, since it's a triggering memory (Okay, Halloweek) I won't pressure you further. There's lots of different death screams, but in an echoey bathroom/stall, I can see how any of them could get stuck in your head.
Honestly, there's no shame in accepting money for sex. Just that part, I'm not going to tell you what to be ashamed of, but there's nothing intrinsically shameful in that transaction, just another double standard. If guys had the same kneejerk hatred for Johns as they do Whores, then maybe we'd be outta business, but the fact of the matter is, there is a demand.
Kinda like what you call a male slut. A "Stud." If guys would just get the fuck over women actually enjoying sex, they would as a sex, have a lot more sex to enjoy, but I've never seen a guy ashamed of himself for having too much sex, with too many women. Being too easy, or too willing. Enjoying it too much.
What I have heard is outright lies, bragging about an older woman who wanted him so much she offered him money. Bragging about it. If guys can brag about it, then women don't have to be ashamed any more.