I was 22. Jake was 27. We met at a bar when I was out with friends. He approached me and we talked for a while. We danced a couple of times. Before nights-end I had given him my number. He even dialed it before I left the bar to make sure I picked up. I answered.
"Hello"
"Sorry but I had to make sure you didn't give me a fake number because I'd drive myself crazy thinking about you for the coming months."
I looked back into the bar and he was standing there holding the phone to his ear. "Goodnight Julie, I can't wait to see you again." I smile and blew him a kiss.
He took me to nice dinners and spent money on me. He had a house, a nice car, a real job and a good paying one at that. Meanwhile, I was still working minimum wage jobs and trying to save up enough money to move out of my parents house.
I had only had one serious relationship before Jake and for the most part was sexually inexperienced. Intercourse prior to Jake was with 3 other guys and had always been in a bed under the covers. I guess my sexual experience to that point would best be described as what some call 'Vanilla Sex'.
After our first date I told Jake that I wasn't sure about going on a second date because of the age difference, and hadn't really been in a serious relationship, especially with someone older.
Jake had put me at ease when he said that we would just 'Play it cool' and get to know each other. And over the next couple of weeks we did just that. He wasn't pushy with sex, in fact, he never tried more that a kiss. He didn't act like I was younger than him when we were talking or doing things. I did feel out of place when he took me to a party at his friends house where all the couples were in their late 20's.
At one point, I told him I was starting to have deeper feelings for him, and I was. And he told me that he wasn't really sure because of our age difference. I was thinking, 'WTF', that's why I didn't want to date him. And now after having feelings for him, he turns it around and uses that on me. When I asked him what it was he just said that there are just some things that gives him pause. I pushed for more detail. "Your age just shows." I told him to lets just try it for a while more and see where it goes. I just really like him at this point.
And from that point on, he used "Your younger age just shows" as a way to get me to do things that I wasn't completely comfortable with. And some of those things ended up being extremely humiliating to me at the time it was happening.
The following weekend we were standing in the middle of what he called his living room. He had his arms around me as we hugged and kissed. His hands lifted at the hem of my shirt and I allowed him to pull it over my head. I had worn my lacy sexy bra in anticipation of things going further between us. I started to lift his and he told me to wait a minute. He kissed me softly and asked me to take off my clothes for him. I just nodded. I assumed we would both get naked together but when he stepped back and sat on his couch to watch me, I realized he wanted to watch me take off my clothes.
The lights in the room suddenly felt so bright. Almost every light was on. I was in the middle of this large room, the curtains to the window that faced the street were drawn, but the entry door had a small glass window at the top of it. It was highly unlikely someone standing on the porch could even see in without standing on their tiptoes. There was also a window to the far side of the room where his kitchen table was. Outside that window was his driveway, and opposite that was his neighbors house and a window. But there was a sheer fabric drapery the window. Enough for privacy but not to block out light. What I'm trying to say is that this wasn't something I was at all used to, especially getting naked for him the first time. It just seemed so foreign to me. It was not romantic at all. Almost doctor office-ish.
"Take off your clothes, Julie. I want to see you," he smiled.
It wasn't my first time being naked for a guy. And I had already decided that I was going to sleep with Jake the next time he made a move, so I proceeded. I removed my shoes. Unsnapping my shorts, I lowered my zipper and shimmied the shorts down my legs and stepped out of them before folding and placing them on the chair. I picked up my shirt that he had taken off and discarded to the floor, folded and put it with my shorts. I stood there in my bra and underwear. I could feel the heat in my face. Breath, I thought. He sat expectantly as his eyes looked over my body. I felt so extremely vulnerable. I moved to sit down with him. He stopped me and told me "all the way, lose you bra and panties." I undid my bra and removed it. I lowered my underwear, folded them and set them with my clothes.
I stood for a second with my arms folded in to cover my chest while my legs were slightly crossed, then moved to sit with him but he stopped me. Jake grabbed me at the hips, having me stand directly in front of where he sat, between his spread knees. His eyes moved from my face to my breasts. His hands came up and touched them softly. "Beautiful," he said, cupping them. His thumbs rubbed over my nipples until they stiffened a bit. His eyes lowered as did his hands down across my tummy and his finger tips lowered into my pubic hair.
"Julie, you really need to trim this up," he said almost disapprovingly. He grabbed some hairs between his fingers and pulled gently, stretching them to their full length. "Baby, girls keep their pussy's short or even shaved. This is just..."
I stepped back from him, feeling like I was about to cry. I had never felt so embarrassed. I turned to get dressed and he pulled me back to him by my hand.
"There is nothing to be ashamed of. I'm sorry. Come on..." He pulled gently at my hand and I sat down on his one leg. "It's okay, you just need to trim it down." He held me. I had actually started to cry. He wiped away my tears telling me again that he was sorry. His lips came to mine and we started to kiss. We were soon laying on the couch making out. His hands caressed my body everywhere but between my legs. He got up and I was thinking he was going to get undressed but instead he turned some lights off and laid back down with me. We just kissed and laid there holding each other. With the lights off I felt better, even if I was naked and he dressed.
After our make out session was over, we laid talking for a bit and I eventually said I needed to get home. I got up and picked up my clothes and was going to walk into the bathroom to dress. He told me to let him watch me put my clothes on. I hesitated, but I did. After I was dressed, he stood up and walked me to the door. When we finished kissing goodbye, he asked if my pussy would be prettier for him the next day. I nodded and promised him it would be.
The next morning I went into my parent's bathroom and took my dad's clippers back to my bedroom. I tried a few different clipper attachments and before long had shortened everything to about a half inch.
That night Jake took me out to a movie and at one point leaned over and whispered in my ear asking if I had "cleaned things up for him." I nodded. He smiled and said he can't wait to see it and pulled me closer. I laid my head on his shoulder, happy that I made him happy. It felt so special to me that I made him happy. I said to myself I'd do anything he asked if it made him happy.
We went straight to his house after the movie and upon walking in the door, he shut the front drapes and sat on the couch. I went to sit next to him and he told me he couldn't wait any longer and asked me to strip for him. I did.
When he saw the results he smiled and pulled me to stand in front of him. "I like it," he said excitedly, "do you like it?"
I smiled and told him I did. He was running his fingers through my hairs like he did the previous day and was looking very closely at my sex. The tip of his index finger traced up and down each lip and then he grabbed some hairs and pulled to the sides, opening me up. My heart immediately dropped into my stomach at his action but I didn't back away, I just let him do it. He made a mention of my clit and began touching me. Like the previous night I felt so vulnerable standing in this open room with all of the lights on as he touched my sex. I looked toward the side window but it was dark. I think someone could see through if they were outside of it.
Jake mentioned how hard my nipples had gotten and with his other hand he touched one and played with it. He was soon playing roughly with it by pulling and twisting it and then moved to my other one. I just stood there allowing him to do what he wanted. His fingers down below kept touching and it wasn't long before my orgasm approached. Jake slid one finger up into me and touched me just right as his thumb continued to manipulate my clitoris. I came standing there in front of him.
I still hadn't recovered from it when he stood up saying, "That got you nice and wet." He quickly removed his clothing and grabbed my hand. I expected him to take me to his bedroom. Instead he walked me behind the couch and had me bend over the back of it, instructing me to spread my legs for him.
I had never had sex like this before. The few times I had had sex to that point in life, I had always been on my back with a guy on top of me.
Jake's head touched my lips and nestled between them. I hadn't even seen his penis and didn't know what to expect when he began sliding into me slowly. Never having sex like this, it was different. He took his time and worked his length into me. When his full length was in, he began stroking in and out of me quickly. After a couple of minutes I couldn't take it much more. I said I was uncomfortable and asked him to stop. I started to stand up. He backed out of me. Turning around I looked at him and then down at his erection.
"Let's go into the bedroom," I suggested, "I'd feel more comfortable there."
He said something to the effect of, "See, we both thought you were too young and inexperienced for me." Then he added, "Are you a woman, or are you an inexperienced child?"
I stared at him for a moment and said, "A woman."
He took me by the hand and led me back around to the front of the couch. "Then get on all fours like a good woman."
I hesitated for a moment before dropping to my knees and leaning forward onto my hands.
"Spread your legs, Julie."
I moved my legs to the side and he got behind me and entered me. I quickly learned that arching my back allowed him to enter me more comfortably and soon he was going full force, and it was feeling really good. I had an orgasm shortly and was approaching my second when his arrived. He gripped my hips firmly at the side, holding my bum tight to him.
We were both breathing hard and when he pulled out of me, I crawled over to the couch and laid on it. Jake handed me a box of tissues and he went to the kitchen to get a glass of water. I quickly wiped things up and put the tissues on the floor. When he returned he had a smile on his face and his erection was at half mast.
"You definitely are a woman," he said smiling.
I half smiled back at him. He felt so comfortable walking around naked in front of me. He sat down in front of me handing me the water. I sat up and drank from the glass, finishing it. He set the empty glass on the side table and pulled me close to him, hugging me. "That was good, Julie. We're going to have a lot of fun together."
We had sex once more that night. This time we were in his bed. He had told me to get on my hands and knees again. He had me lay with my face in his pillow so that I gave him 'better access to my pussy', as he describe it. He told me it was okay to scream when I came. That he liked it when he makes a woman scream. And I did that. Letting out my emotions as I O'd seemed to make it better for me also. Jake lasted about twice as long as earlier and brought me off about 4 times in the bedroom.
After that I had to leave in time for the midnight curfew my parents had set for me. I know, 22 years old, but their house, their rules. I got home and was laying in bed thinking about how great the sex was. Being inexperienced, I had never had more than one, let alone 5 or 6 orgasms in one night with a guy. Even the uncomfortableness and humiliation I had felt being naked for him as he played with my body earlier in the evening, I was smiling about. Now that we had done it, I assumed all that uncomfortableness would be behind us.