I wish this would have been around when I was younger. I am older and the internet wasn’t even a thought. I wrestled with my own demons when I was becoming sexually active. Back in the day, no guy admitted to masturbating at all. So you can imagine how unusual I felt when no one else was doing it, and I was almost constantly doing it.
Also my first interactions were same sex. Back then, especially in the rural area I grew up in, anything other than pure heterosexuality was ridiculed. So I spent many years pretending that things didn’t happen. Feeling super guilty that they did and that I liked them.
It was years later that I realized I wasn’t alone in the world. Glad you’re enjoying your time here.