I did what I needed
To fix what I've done.
The battle with demons
I thought I had won.
But a couple weeks later,
It's thrown in my face
And the shock-wave of guilt
Threw me back in last place.
I just don't understand,
Why you'd play and act fine,
While you harbor such anger
And choose to keep me blind.
I thought I did good,
I thought we were on the mend,
I thought you were healing,
But it was all just pretend.
You won't give me clues
Or help me through the dark,
All you do is sit and wait,
Then pick my life apart.
I may have done you wrong
And thrown your trust away,
But you've done your share
And you refuse to change.
You've sat on your ass
And watched me do the work,
It seems that you've forgotten
It's not just you who's hurt.
We need to work together,
To fix what we've both done,
Or tell the demons now
It is they who have won.